Keep on Keepin' on

Most people who've lost everything they had, loved and cherish loose their faith in God.

Its difficult not to blame a higher force for all the wrong in your life, why not blame God, if he loved us then why would he let our house and everything we worked so hard for burn to ash.

I cant do that...I believe God won't give me more then I can handle.

Considering all the bad that has happened, I've never felt more blessed.

Crazy eh?

I cant help how I feel when everyday I wake up and see my family, we're closer now then ever.

No one got hurt, I can replace what was lost and hey I'm getting a new house.

Although I loved my Heritage house it was fully restored by my husband, he worked everyday on our house for 6 years.

Now he has more time to spend with us.

I miss my neighborhood, my favorite trails, my garden, my neighbors, my friends.

Now I can experience a new neighborhood, plant a new garden, explore new trails, make new friends.

I'm just gonna keep on keepin' on.

God bless

Sunday March 13, 2011

I started 2011 with the mind frame of "This is going to be our year!"

2010 was a very hard year for us, both emotionally and financially.

I made sure to start my year with positive thoughts, changing bad habits, removing negative influences....

It was looking up until March 13, 2011

At around 5pm, after coming home from a B-day party with my youngest a fire broke out in our home.

We were all home, fortunately nobody was hurt.

We lost everything.

Well Behaved Women Seldom make History

Isn't it hard to be a women? Do you sometimes feel men have it far easier?

We are the nurturers, the care takers...

We've worked so hard to be liberal, yet we still live in a sexist world

We suffer losses no man could ever experience as we give the gift of life.

If you had a choice would you choose to live another life as a man?

I wouldn't!

I love being a women

Buried Treasures

So the other day I was going through my memory box filled with old letters post cards pictures so on and so forth when I stumbled across a weathered envelope entitled Dee's poems.

Hmmm I pondered whats this? I began to unfold the scribbles of mass words with bad grammar and spelling errors, began to read and thinking wow this is pretty insightful for a 15 year old.

I wanted to share...

Don't...

Don't touch me if you don't want to feel

Don't cast your charms if the desire isn't real

Don't lead me into the music if you just want to hear the band

Don't make love to me then later shake my hand

Don't talk to me if you don't want to listen

Don't look into my eyes, you wont see tears glisten

Don't say you love me then walk away

Don't take from me what you cant give back in a day

Don't make me promises if your going to have a change of heart

Don't fool me

Don't even start

Untitled

I saw you yesterday but was it a dream

You seem to good to be true

In my life I need someone special

Someone just like you

Someone who will hold me closely

When my fears become to real

Someone who will hold my hand

When I see something to steal

Someone to say he loves me

Someone to kiss me goodnight

Someone for when the pains to deep

Can bring my darkness to light

Someone to stop the hurting

And the pain that fills my soul

Someone for when love is gone

He'll fill another bowl.

I wrote them both in 1990

What do you think?

The Unexplained Rainbow

Every morning I listen to my favorite morning radio show 102.1's Dean Blundell Show.

One particular morning they had my favorite guest Psychic Nikki on, she gives her predictions, psychic readings, celebrity down falls to come.....

She has dreams which she foresees the future (weirdly enough all her predictions have come true) this morning she was explaining her most recent dream of random rainbows to come.

Now I don't really think of alien beings often, not to say they don't exist. If we can inhabit our planet earth who's to say there isn't other beings inhabiting other planets in our atmosphere.

As long as they don't bother me I'm fine to believe they don't exist....

Anyways

Nikki's prediction of unexplained rainbows are a result of Alien beings at war!

Now this supposebly has nothing to do with us, she believes its a territorial thing and they want very little to do with humans.

But this war will have an effect on our planet by creating unexplained rainbows due to their space crafts and firearms being spilled in the atmosphere.

According to her dream it will cause interruptions in volcano's that have been dormant for 100's of years....

Believe it or not, but with her track record of being right has me wondering "do aliens exist?"

Which leads me to my final thought....

Yesterday it was a very bright and sunny afternoon so my husband and I decided to go hiking on our favorite trail. Very faintly in the sky, only noticeable because I was wearing my polarized sunglasses I saw, yup you guessed it an unexplained rainbow.

So I looked over at my husband, pointed to the sky and said....

"Hey babe look, the aliens are fighting"

The Magic of the eraser

So, my mom came home one day and said "Dee you've go to try this product".

I prefer to use all natural ingredients to clean my house such as vinegar, baking soda, lemons etc...

Reason being with little ones running around its safer to use then all the chemicals in most store bought cleaners. And they are so toxic I don't want my kids ingesting it.

SO with that said I cant always get all those stubborn crayons marks off walls or furniture, grubby hand prints, paint.....

Until now!

Oh my the power of this white grainy sponge is phenomenal.

With one quick stroke dah, dah clean.

My house it now free of all marks, finger prints, and of course grub.

AAAAHHHH the magic of the eraser!