Keep on Keepin' on

Most people who've lost everything they had, loved and cherish loose their faith in God.

Its difficult not to blame a higher force for all the wrong in your life, why not blame God, if he loved us then why would he let our house and everything we worked so hard for burn to ash.

I cant do that...I believe God won't give me more then I can handle.

Considering all the bad that has happened, I've never felt more blessed.

Crazy eh?

I cant help how I feel when everyday I wake up and see my family, we're closer now then ever.

No one got hurt, I can replace what was lost and hey I'm getting a new house.

Although I loved my Heritage house it was fully restored by my husband, he worked everyday on our house for 6 years.

Now he has more time to spend with us.

I miss my neighborhood, my favorite trails, my garden, my neighbors, my friends.

Now I can experience a new neighborhood, plant a new garden, explore new trails, make new friends.

I'm just gonna keep on keepin' on.

God bless

Sunday March 13, 2011

I started 2011 with the mind frame of "This is going to be our year!"

2010 was a very hard year for us, both emotionally and financially.

I made sure to start my year with positive thoughts, changing bad habits, removing negative influences....

It was looking up until March 13, 2011

At around 5pm, after coming home from a B-day party with my youngest a fire broke out in our home.

We were all home, fortunately nobody was hurt.

We lost everything.

Well Behaved Women Seldom make History

Isn't it hard to be a women? Do you sometimes feel men have it far easier?

We are the nurturers, the care takers...

We've worked so hard to be liberal, yet we still live in a sexist world

We suffer losses no man could ever experience as we give the gift of life.

If you had a choice would you choose to live another life as a man?

I wouldn't!

I love being a women

Buried Treasures

So the other day I was going through my memory box filled with old letters post cards pictures so on and so forth when I stumbled across a weathered envelope entitled Dee's poems.

Hmmm I pondered whats this? I began to unfold the scribbles of mass words with bad grammar and spelling errors, began to read and thinking wow this is pretty insightful for a 15 year old.

I wanted to share...

Don't...

Don't touch me if you don't want to feel

Don't cast your charms if the desire isn't real

Don't lead me into the music if you just want to hear the band

Don't make love to me then later shake my hand

Don't talk to me if you don't want to listen

Don't look into my eyes, you wont see tears glisten

Don't say you love me then walk away

Don't take from me what you cant give back in a day

Don't make me promises if your going to have a change of heart

Don't fool me

Don't even start

Untitled

I saw you yesterday but was it a dream

You seem to good to be true

In my life I need someone special

Someone just like you

Someone who will hold me closely

When my fears become to real

Someone who will hold my hand

When I see something to steal

Someone to say he loves me

Someone to kiss me goodnight

Someone for when the pains to deep

Can bring my darkness to light

Someone to stop the hurting

And the pain that fills my soul

Someone for when love is gone

He'll fill another bowl.

I wrote them both in 1990

What do you think?

The Unexplained Rainbow

Every morning I listen to my favorite morning radio show 102.1's Dean Blundell Show.

One particular morning they had my favorite guest Psychic Nikki on, she gives her predictions, psychic readings, celebrity down falls to come.....

She has dreams which she foresees the future (weirdly enough all her predictions have come true) this morning she was explaining her most recent dream of random rainbows to come.

Now I don't really think of alien beings often, not to say they don't exist. If we can inhabit our planet earth who's to say there isn't other beings inhabiting other planets in our atmosphere.

As long as they don't bother me I'm fine to believe they don't exist....

Anyways

Nikki's prediction of unexplained rainbows are a result of Alien beings at war!

Now this supposebly has nothing to do with us, she believes its a territorial thing and they want very little to do with humans.

But this war will have an effect on our planet by creating unexplained rainbows due to their space crafts and firearms being spilled in the atmosphere.

According to her dream it will cause interruptions in volcano's that have been dormant for 100's of years....

Believe it or not, but with her track record of being right has me wondering "do aliens exist?"

Which leads me to my final thought....

Yesterday it was a very bright and sunny afternoon so my husband and I decided to go hiking on our favorite trail. Very faintly in the sky, only noticeable because I was wearing my polarized sunglasses I saw, yup you guessed it an unexplained rainbow.

So I looked over at my husband, pointed to the sky and said....

"Hey babe look, the aliens are fighting"

The Magic of the eraser

So, my mom came home one day and said "Dee you've go to try this product".

I prefer to use all natural ingredients to clean my house such as vinegar, baking soda, lemons etc...

Reason being with little ones running around its safer to use then all the chemicals in most store bought cleaners. And they are so toxic I don't want my kids ingesting it.

SO with that said I cant always get all those stubborn crayons marks off walls or furniture, grubby hand prints, paint.....

Until now!

Oh my the power of this white grainy sponge is phenomenal.

With one quick stroke dah, dah clean.

My house it now free of all marks, finger prints, and of course grub.

AAAAHHHH the magic of the eraser!

Tribute to our 1st Anniversary

Although my husband and I have been together for over 18 years, its only today we celebrate our first wedding anniversary.

We met when I was only 17 and the moment I laid eyes on D I said to myself this is the man I'm going to spend the rest of my life with, nothing has changed except I love him more now.

This time last year we finally got married.

I got pregnant with my oldest son when I was 19, our parents insisted we get married.

D and I felt it was not right to marry just because we were pregnant. It didn't feel right, we felt pushed and bullied. It was what they wanted not us.

So we explained to our family when were ready, don't push us...

So it was last year that my husband got down on his knees and proposed he felt the time was right...

We began planning our nuptials....

All of a sudden although we rarely argue it was non stop arguments.

The stress of making everyone happy, the financial stress, venue's, catering all this began to take toll on our relationship.

My husband came home from work one day after a conversation prior with me crying for some reason.

He pulled me aside wiped my tears and said " my angel this is what we were trying to avoid I don't want to see you like this SCREW it all lets just take off to Vegas"

I replied OKAY!

That was that...We flew to Vegas with 4 of our closest friends got hitched and we've never regret it!

Ungrateful beings....

Do you know someone who no matter how nice you are to them, no matter how loyal, no matter how many great things you do they never appreciate it?

Its like it would kill them to say "Thank You...."

You wipe their tears when they need a shoulder to cry on.

Drop everything your doing when they need a ride because their car wont start.

Babysit their children because their soooo tired and need a break.

Lend them money and never ask for it back.

Treat them for dinner just because.

Never forget their B-day, include them in every special occasion you celebrate.

The list goes on....

So what do you do when its all one sided? When you've exhausted your kindness you begin to feel used up?

Do you stop being the person you are kind loving generous?

Do you end the friendship?

What is the last draw?

My last question is Where? Where were you? When I needed you most when I needed a friend

Random Pics

We spent the day on out favorite trail, we capture some fabulous photos I'd like to share

Proud mama!

My 16 year old son starts his CO-OP for high school this week.

This was not as easy as it sounds.

Because we live in a rural area the opportunity for apprenticeship sponsorship is difficult.

My son had to find his own Journey man write an essay as to why he wants to work in this particular trade, a resume and cover letter.

A long and daunting interview, not to mention he had to compete with over 20 students from different schools.

HE GOT IT!

He begins his first year apprenticeship as a mechanic.

I am so proud of my son Hendrix

Is Spirituality a Scapegoat

"We learn[ed] that spirituality is no substitute for Christian faith.

Churches were filled to capacity in the weeks following September 11.

Some observers predicted a period of national revival and openess to the gospel.

That did not happen. Within just a few months, church attendance had fallen to pre 9/11 levels.

The national trauma produces flutterings of spirituality but little evidence of renewed Christian conviction.
Spirituality is what is left when authentic Christianity is evacuated from the public square.

It is the refuge of the faithless seeking the trappings of faith without the demands of revealed truth. Spirituality affirms us in our self-centeredness and soothingly tells us all is well.

Authentic faith in Christ calls us out of ourselves, points us to the Cross, and summons us to follow Christ."

My o my, clear incisive insight to the way things actually are.

I say that I am spiritual, what does that mean?

DO I have an authentic faith in Christ?

Feet firmly planted

When I was little as far young as I can remember anyway, I loved to walk around barefoot.

It didn't matter how cold it was, my mom would chase me around the house screaming "Daniela get your slippers on your going to get sick.

I'd run and hide, she eventually get the tippies on but as soon as she was out of site off with the slippers.

I just loved the feeling of the grass under my toes. The grip that only bare feet could give, allowed me to dance and run on hardwood floor without chancing a slip or missing a beat was electrifying.

Not to mention my feet would get hot and clammy in slippers EEEWWWW gross.

Now that I'm getting older its a different story......

I have about 6 pairs and I wear them all faithfully.

The feeling of hardwood floor on my bare feet makes me cringe, and I have a panic attack if my slippers are not under my bed when I step out of my cozy slumber.

They freeze instantly and cramp to the point where they lock in a painful arthritic way that I have to literally rub the circulation back in.

Oh the trials and tribulations of aging.....

So now my youngest son has inherited my love of bare feet, and guess what I do? Chase him around the house yelling " get your slippers on, you'll catch a cold".

Just thought I'd share

From Toddlers to Teenagers

There are certain emotions that only a parent can ever know. The
overwhelming love you feel the first time you see your new
baby... the bursting pride when your child takes those first few
brave steps...

And the complete embarrassment of listening to your 2-year-old
throw a loud, obnoxious tantrum in the middle of a busy
restaurant!

As parents, we all love our kids. But, if we're being completely
honest with ourselves, there are definitely certain things about
the way our children behave that we'd all like to change.

I spent a lot of years frustrated with the fact that my children
just didn't seem to listen. I'd ask them 2 or 3 times to get
their shoes and coats on so that we could leave the house, for
example, but they usually wouldn't respond until I got mad and
started yelling. By then, at least one of the kids would be
crying, which meant getting them out the door would take even
longer.

NOT a fun way to start the day...

I spend months trying to change their behavior -- with almost
no success. I thought I'd tried everything, but then I did
something completely different.

I changed *MY* behavior... and things improved almost instantly!

This led to a dramatic about-face in the way I dealt with all
kinds of behavior challenges with my children.

Just thought I'd share what I've learnt I've been a mom for over 16

years.

I think I've learnt a thing or two....

A gift is not always materialistic....

Friendship is a treasure, and when you meet a new friend it is a true gift of god.....

Awhile ago I met someone at playgroup the moment I met her I thought wow I want to be friends with her.

I can`t ever say I`ve said that before well not in my adulthood anyways.

When were children its so easy to meet friends, if we`re fortunate enough we carry these friendships straight through to our adult life. I`ve been that fortunate, even more fortunate to have married my best friend.

Anywho back to my new friend

She`s fabulous, a wonderful mother, loving and devoted wife a caregiver, teacher...

She inspires me to be a better person and in such a short time.

I can`t wait for our friendship to blossom.

Thanks Jaime your awesome!

The Fact

The becoming of a True Blood Fan

Okay....I've been hearing a lot about this HBO True Blood series lately, many people waiting for the 4th season to start.

I love vampire books Twilight Series, Brotherhood of the Dagger, anything Anne Rice.

But never got into TV.

After many friends recommending it, I figured OK I will check it out....

I went to the library and ordered the first season.

DONE! In one week couldn't get enough.

I'm awaiting the 2nd season and hopefully be up to par when the 4th season begins

Then we can discuss.

By the way I love Anna Paquins Character Sookie too sweet.

And a secret crush on Sam, I'd scratch his belly anytime.

cant wait to see what happens with Tara

I hope Lafayette is OK, I love his character

Where would you like to have breakfast?

This is where I'd like to have my breakfast every morning, just thought I'd share...

Where would you like to have breakfast? Anywhere in the world... think about it and let me know

For the Love of Fashion

Gosh do I ever love Fashion....

The great thing is, so many trends, styles, novelties have taken mainstream for over 30 years that anything goes.

I believe your own personal style is always in.....

Here are some of my fav. pics

I love the above dress very sexy, in a maleficent way

LOVE THE SHOES IN BOTTOM PIC!

I love the above dress and bag, jewelry is a must.....wouldn't do the shoes....

Today is -32 degrees in the Hills.

Its Farkin Freezing....

This exact day 1 year ago I was in Hollywood California frolicking in the Ocean.

I found a sand dollar that day, very rare treasure the ocean has given me.

The Sand Dollar Legend

Upon this odd-shaped seashell a legend grand is told,
about the life of Jesus, that wondrous tale of old.
At its center you will see, there seems to be a star,
like the one that led the shepherds and wise men from afar.
Around its surface are the marks of nails and thorns and spear,
suffered by Christ upon the cross; the wounds show plainly here.
But there is also an Easter lily, clear for us to see,
the symbol of Christ's resurrection for all eternity.

I must admit I am a very spiritual person and I do believe this was a gift from God, later that week I married my true love of 18 years.

Maybe next time I will show you pis of my special day.......maybe